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New LJ

2005-08-08T04:17:36Z

New Lj...please look and add...thanks!

Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-30T17:33:00

2004-12-31T01:33:40Z

im not aloud to go lj anymore so you wont see me on here often! ow well ibey your mother and father!
Aly
Ps.Hope we meet again

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-24T17:41:00

2004-12-25T01:41:52Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

AHHH!!!! I hope everyone has a very MERRY CHRISTMAS! Dont forget! its all about God sending his lil baby son to take on flesh and bone then one day he would be sent to the cross to die and suffer for us!!!!!! Thats what Christmas is really all about!

Have A Really Great Christmas Everyone!!!!!

Love, Aly <333

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-24T17:38:00

2004-12-25T01:40:39Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

AHHH!!!! I hope everyone has a very MERRY CHRISTMAS! Dont forget! its all about God senind his lil baby son to take on flesh and bone then one dies he would be sent to the cross to die and suffer for us!!!!!! Thats what Christmas is really all about!

Have A Really Great Christmas Everyone!!!!!

Love, Aly <333

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-23T12:20:00

2004-12-23T20:26:07Z

Ahhh!!! PICTURES ARE IN!!!!

now all i need is someone to teach me how to add them onto lj cuz i have already put them on photobucket so please please please please pleas comment if you know how to add pics!

Going to see Meet The Fockers today with my mom and bro! pretty excited!

Im a genius when it comes to making braclets out of starburst rapers.

Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-21T12:09:00

2004-12-21T20:17:25Z

SOMEONE NEEDS TO TEACH ME HOW TO GET PICTURES UP ON THIS THING CUZ I HAVE PHOTOBUCKET NOW!!!!!!!!

on another note...

I miss my buddies i see everyday! someone call me and we'll hang, how about the movies?

I find it so amazing how loud my parents can get when they yell at me. I experience this a lot because of my misbehavior. yes i am quite naughty...but that doesnt mean they have to raise their voices and yell and scream...i never actually do anything wrong...well i do things i shouldnt do but that stull doesnt mean they have to yell na dscream and get all pissed off at me...

Im a genius when it comes to making braclets out of starburst rapers.

Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-19T13:56:00

2004-12-19T22:18:31Z

Well, today was just dandy this week pretty much sucked tho...

The Good Highlights Of This Week

1. Church last Sunday! FUN FUN FUN!!

2. Christmas Party that the Me and the Student Council threw for the Jr. High! FUN FUN FUN!!

3. No Softball practice Tuesday cuz Mrs. Hohen was sick! FUN FUN FUN!! well not for my coach...

4. No school Wednesday. I was rehearsing for my very exciting choir performance for Thursday night while everyone else had yucky school! FUN FUN FUN!!

5. Got to go to Impact even tho I was grounded! FUN FUN FUN!!

6. Got to see one of my most favoritest peoples(umm did that make sense?)ever! I <3 Stephanie! FUN FUN FUN!!

7. Thursday night our choir performance was awesome! A job well done to the Encore, Jazz Ensomble, and Concerte Choir! Jr. High Choir sucks! And out of all the people I invited only one came! Thanks Becky!

8. Well Friday was a party day at school! No learning aloud! FUN FUN FUN!!

9. I got to see my family on Saturday for an early Christmas get together! FUN FUN FUN!!

10. Got to go to church this morning see all the people I love and i even saw Stephanie for once at church! FUN FUN FUN!!

The Bad Highlights Of This Week

1. Softball practice like all this week was really hard...

2. I was on my feet all day singing and doing dumb sound checks...

3. I had a certain "chat" with Becky Wednesday night at Impact...

4. I didn't get to see Ashlynne Thursday night...

5. I had to go to a stupid presintation at this church I've never heard of on Friday night, and it was really boring...

6. I got in a fight with my dad Saturday morning...

7. My brother told me he and his Girlfriend that he had been dating for 4 years that he loved so much and always came down from college in Santa Barbra every weekend to see her and always talked about how he was gonna ask her to marry him the day they both ended college have broken up...i cried for so long when i found out...I'll probably never see her again or her little sister who was like my sister...

8. I got in a second fight with my dad this morning...

Well i Guess there were more good highlights then bad...but my week still sucked...

Tell me what you think...Show mw some love and comment...

Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-16T20:44:00

2004-12-17T05:12:17Z

well tonight was the Jr. High and High School Choir performance. THE BEST EVER! you missed out if you didnt come...wellat least one person i invited came...thank you Becky...but there was really one person i was totally looking forward to seeing...havent seen her for 5 months...i was really disappointed she wasnt there...but ill be fine...by the way...the jr. high sucks at singing so i say awesome job high school...and one day i will be in the Encore group...

on another note...my friend started crying tonight and wouldnt tell me why, so i got online and she did too an di asked her to tell me...told her that i thought she trusted me and should have been able to tell me then she told me she wrote a poem about what happened that made her cry...and here it is...

you treat me like crap
your never there for me
you only care when you see my tears
you act liek you don't know me
except when your with me
you act like you care but you don't
you try to ingnore me like you don't know me
when your with your other friends
when i need to talk you never have time for me
but i can't wait for your time
when im crying inside
a poem written by debbie

so after i read this a few times, i new the poem was about me and i relized its true...so even tho im not crying about it on the outside, im crying about it on the inside and im like totally upset now and almost speechless and wish i could go back in time and just change my stupid life...

aly

P.S. still upset that i didnt get to see ashlynne tonight

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-14T18:35:00

2004-12-15T02:40:49Z

COME! COME! COME!

GRACE BRETHREN JR. HIGH AND HIGH SCHOOL CHOIR AND BAND PRESNET TO YOU THE WINTER PERFORMANCE!!!!!!!! THIS EXCITING EVENT WILL TAKE PLACE AT THE GRACE BRETHREN CHURCH THURSDAY NIGHT FROM 7:00-8:30 PM!!!!! COME COME COME!!!! I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU THERE!!!!!!!!!

Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-13T21:55:00

2004-12-14T06:01:55Z

Everyones all christmasy and happy and perky and it bugs me...like to me it just doesnt feel like christmas around here...I D K...everything just feels different around here...ughh

anyways...

I'm grounded for the third week in a row...i lied to my mother and she got mad...decided to take impact away from me this week because she knows its what i care about most...and shes right and i need to stop getting in trouble becasue impact is my favorite place on earth and i havent been there for 2 weeks...so stephanie dont go to see mt his week...once again i wont be there...

COME! COME! COME! Thursday Night!
Grace Brethren Jr. High and High School Presents Our Winter Performance for Choir and Band to You! im not sure what the times are ill get back to you that. But this will be at the Grace Brethren Church!

Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-12T15:23:00

2004-12-12T23:23:03Z

*Post a comment and I'll reply with my fondest memory of you but you gotta post this in your journal so other people can do the same.*

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-08T21:44:00

2004-12-09T05:55:46Z

arghh life sucks and i know i say that a lot i mean ask anyone from school but its true...its not something we choose to live with its something we're pretty much made to live with if you think about it...like since i wasnt at impact tonight i had a friend tell me what the message was and i guess bill talked about how we need to be saved and always show we are christians and follow God's word and pray and spend time with Him cuz at any moment your life could just end and you would never know if your saved or not...and theres sooo much going on right now like no one knows what im going through and im sure some of you would say o i know what your going through cuz ive been there before but you know you probably havent cuz what im going through is pretty taugh you know and i know its something a lot of people dont go through...and then school just taugh and gosh you know theres a lot of family issues and fighting with friends and then softballs just made everything harder and i nevr have time to myself anymore...im always busy now...but it says in the bible God will never put trials and temptations in your life that you cant handle and before i thought these things were stuff i couldnt handle but obviously i should be able to handle them...but enough of my complaning im sure no one wants to hear about my stuid problems so im just gonna go now but w/e...
Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-07T19:40:00

2004-12-08T04:06:24Z

ughhh no one ever comments on my entries anymore...well sometimes but not always...but i guess you cant expect people to always comment on every entry...w/e...im really borde and today was a really boring day...luckily it rained so i didnt have softball practice which by the way i made the team...whoot-whoot...but anyways so instead of going to practice i went over to sarah's house and we were supossed to be working on a project due thursday but sarah left all the stuff for the project at school so we just hung out and did other homework til my mom came and now im here doing nothing...well actually im working on a braclet sarah taught me how to make out of starburst rappers...im sooooooo borde! guhhhhh!!!!!!! nothing to do nothing to do!!!!!! well i miss stephanie! you need to come to impact like next week and say hi cuz i miss you!!!!!!!! really random but could life be anymore difficult?!?!?!?! IM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! WHAT MORE MUST I DO TO GET THROUGH TO THAT GIRL!!!!!! i swear i try so hard and NOTHING changes! i swear im just wasting my time with this and i need to just give it up! its not working shes not gonna stop! OMG!!!!!! AHHHHH! sorry i had to get that out...
Aly

another poem...read...like...comment on it...

2004-12-05T22:42:33Z

Heres another poem...wrote it yesterday...

I hear you calling my name...but I'm not comeing back...
You were always telling me what to do and what not to do...
What was right and what was wrong...
I took your hand and I walked with you...
I read with you and I talked with you...
I shared my problems with you too...
But I felt like that wasn't enough...
So now I'm not what I used to be...
I'm an ugly depressed fat stupid mistake in this world that doesnt care and wants to die...
All because I let go of your hand...
So now that spot in Heaven that used to be mine has been taken...
And now I get to suffer in hell...
All because I didn't turn back on that path when I heard you calling my name...
another origional...written by me...

Aly

P.S. sorry if my poems are so depressing...its just the way i am...

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-04T10:02:00

2004-12-04T18:04:51Z

SOMEONE PLEASE ANYONE PLEASE!!!!!!!! COMMENT ON THE POEM BELOW!!!!!!!! EVEN THOSE OF YOU LIKE ASHLYNNE WHO HAVE ALREADY READ IT COMMENT ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!! I NEED THOSE COMMENTS NO ONE EVER COMMENTS ANYMORE!!!!!!! I WANT MORE THAN AT LEAST 6 COMMENTS FROM 6 DIFFERENT PEOPLE SO I CAN START MAKING MORE POEMS CUZ I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO PLEASE COMMENTS ON THE POEM BELOW!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS!!!!!!!!!!
Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-12-02T19:11:00

2004-12-03T03:16:47Z

Heres a lil something written by me, and please keep me in your prayers a lot has been happening these past few weeks! thanks! -Aly

You think im happy...but im not
You think my lifes perfect...but its not
You see that smile on my face like theres nothing wrong...well there is
you see ive broken down im tearin up inside
my lifes a mess...and its something i try to hide
you see im not good with showing my feelings, never was, never will be
im caught in this spider web now...and dont know how to get out
see im done with this show ive been puttin on its over!
i cant take it! but you cant see that! but now you know! now you know how i really feel! see you think you know me but you dont! you know nothing of me! my lifes a mess! and i cant get out of that web im caught in! ill keep on hiding the way i feel but its never going to be that real!
an origional...written by me

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-11-30T18:37:00

2004-12-01T03:11:58Z

wow i havent updated in awhile...AH! im trying out for softball at school! im so excited! there are 18 girls trying out and only 14 make it so i might actually make it! well today and yesterday have been the worst 2 days ever...guhhh!!!! well i must be off...im grounded all this week but i can still go online! byes!
Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-11-19T19:15:00

2004-11-20T03:19:53Z

i had an awesome day...school got out early yesterday and today so that was nice. so today when i got home form school i went and got my hair cut 2inches and i got layered! OMG I LOVE IT! oooo i have no school at all next week! whoop-whoop! im going to Mexico tomorrow!!! AHH im so excited! i have to be at my church by 4:00...omg im gonna die...lol well g2g! love ya all <3333
Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-11-17T17:25:00

2004-11-18T01:35:28Z

things that are stressful:
1. school
2. homework
3. friends
4. life

things that are depressing:
1. cheerleading
2. seeing the highschool cheerleaders at my school
3. people dying
4. hearing sad pathetic annoying stories
5. seeing the people you love most upset
6. the color black
7. life
8. really sad songs

so you tell me...am i more depressed or stressed?

Aly

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-11-14T14:30:00

2004-11-14T22:35:20Z

so my life is like really depressing right now...theres so much going on...i absolutley hate it...i just wanna get away from it all and just do something else with my life that isnt so depressing...i think that one thing i really like most about my life is that when im feeling like really down and upset or depressed i can jsut go to my friends and talk about it or jsut hang out wiht people and i feel a whole lot better...that why im so thankful for friends! wow so today i dont feel as depressed as normal, actually im not even depressed at all cuz i just had an awesome fun girls day out! aw it was gret i should have taken pics!
Aly

wow...just wow

2004-11-13T23:50:57Z

omygoodness...insomniacs paradise was amazing...so from 7-11 we played these games we had music we did what would you do for a buck and did i already mention tons and tons and tons of music, a message and COFFEE!!!!! lol and then at 11:30 we left and went to Golf n Stuff. wow that was a lot of fun! after that we all got in our cars and me stacey sarah kayla jill and taylor all feel asleep from the way back from Golf n Stuff to the ice skating rink where we played broom ball...but i didnt play broom ball a lot of people didnt! instead we all went up in the one room that they have that suppossed to be like really warm and we played to really confusins games and then we played the opposites game umm then we played the ajective name game and then we played duck duck goose we only socks on so the floor was like really slipperey and everyone like sliped and fell omg it was the best then we drove from the rink to the bowling alley that was a lot of fun too it was cosmic bowling so awesome!so my mom picked me up about 6:50 and then we got home at 7 and then i went in my room and slept from 7-3! 8 hours!!!!!! wow it was so refreshing omygoodness! wish i had pictures! lol later

Aly

STUPID DEPRESSION AND STRESS!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-12T07:26:04Z

so today was ok in all...more friend problems! gosh i swear that all jr. high is about! i just got in another fight! omg! i swear thats all the ever happens in mky life is fights! GOD! sorry...

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-11-10T22:04:00

2004-11-11T06:06:14Z

this is gonna sound really stupid but i almost decided not to eat today because i am so dperessed, i cant handle my life anymore, i cant stop myself form doing these things, o wiat yes i can never mind rewind that cuz then that wouldnt make sense if i said i ALMOST didnt eat today...o yeah im smart but anyways...if this goes on...who knows waht will ahppena nd im sorry everyone has to read my poor depressing entries...stupid cheerleading judges...its all their faults!

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-11-09T19:57:00

2004-11-10T04:44:55Z

i need to get over this depression thing, it'll be one week tomorrow since the day i found out i didnt make the team...ill probabaly start to cryand then who knows wut! grr i need to get over it...help...

in other news...

other than being depressed ive been having a lot of really good days which is like really good. umm well im doing really good in classes o and i get my report card thursday im really nerbous. i get to sing in chaple tomorrow im so excited!

peace out...

Alster(new nick name)

PS im looking for someone to change my lj layout since ashlynne wont do it

agent_bob_murry @ 2004-11-05T16:22:00

2004-11-06T00:25:10Z

i should probably stop taking all my depression and stress out on my friends...i just want to be on the cheer team...how much longer will this time of depression last? someboday! anyone! please tell me...